i just realized -
That i have never gotten a real gift from a friend till my recent birthday. i’ve been making/giving to my so called “friends” since i was 11 (maybe even before, i don’t really remember how long cause i choose not to remember much of my child hood). And to tell the truth i couldn’t be happier. I always put thought into my gifts and i’ve never gotten that from from a friend till recently. I’m super happy, i really am. I actually just realized it after a friend of mine was thanking me about an art book i got him. He and 3 other friends that i made this year got me gifts that they put thought in to it. I’m so happy that someone would do that for me. i actually never thought i’d get something like this from a friend or that i’d truly say that someone is my friend. Thank you crappy people in my child hood for making me be able to appreciate things like this.